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Bleh.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 3:42 PM
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Typing of keyboards
  • Reading: Phantom by Susan Kay
  • Playing: Pokemon Emerald
Maybe nowadays I should just post one journal a week or something. Sheesh.

Anyway. Chris and me had our worst fight ever last night. But when the conversation first started, I exploded on him. Telling him how mad I am, how I'm tired of being led around by him. Lots of stuff. So after I said it all, he was quiet for a moment. Maybe too stunned that I actually talked/yelled at him like that. . . I'm a little surprised at myself, honestly. So then I told him I want us to talk. But as calm adults. I did my hardest to keep from crying. I only cried a little when I mentioned that the loss of my dog really screwed with my head. [It was really, honestly traumatic.]

Moving on. He and I were both feeling pretty ok when we got off the phone that time. He went downstairs to soak in a bath with a glass of wine. [That sounds so nice!] So I was calm, and didn't call him at all. I eventually fell asleep around two or so. Then woke up around 5 [I always do] and realized he hadn't called or texted me. So I just sent him a little text saying good night. I then rolled over and tried to go back to sleep. Not even a minute later, I got a response from him asking if I wanted to talk. I said ok. He called. And he said sorry for taking so long to call me back. He ended up watching a movie. Gangs of New York. I haven't seen it. According to him, it's a really long movie. It takes up two whole discs! That is a long movie. He said I'd probably like it, if I liked Boondock Saints. Which I saw for the first time last time I was over at his house. Heh! So yeah. . . I'm sorry for bringing up my personal life in here more than I used to. I just want someone to listen and talk to. I talk to Petey all the time. But since he's a dog, he can't exactly talk back. Only lick my tears away...

In other news, completely. My mom got us a new puppy. And he is really cute. He's almost all lab, with a quarter Dalmation in him. I think. That's what the owners told us. I saw the mother. She looked like a lab, but was all skinny like a Dalmation. So I dunno. He looks like a Rotty to me. He's also very cuddly and fuzzy and warm. My sister [~SweetLikeChocolate] and I wanted to name him Teddy Bear. Cause like I said, he's really cuddly! But my 18 year old brother said, "No! That's stupid! When he's all grown up, he won't look like a Teddy!" Jerk. So now his name is Rusty. He's also a bit of a fraidy cat. I took him outside to the front yard the day after we got him, and it is getting cold out. So I didn't think he'd wanna be out that long. I didn't either! But when a big dog across the street started barking, the little squirt tucked his tail between his legs and ran for his life to the front door. Whimpering the whole way. Poor baby! So I scooped him up, and realized he was trembling. So I just took him back in and held him in my lap til he calmed down. He wouldn't have left my lap anyway.

He's a shy little thing. But just so freakin' cute! He needs to learn not to yowl in his crate at night though. *Grumbles from lack of sleep*


One last note, I hope. I'm sorry for lack of posts in my gallery. Especially to those waiting for more BN. But I'm just not in the mood for it right now. Doesn't mean I'm going to abandon the project. No way in hell! I just want some time to work on something else for a little bit. Like, my Anubis story. I've been drawing stuff for that like crazy lately. :icondarknatasha:'s paintings of Anubis have been inspiring a whole lot. Well, with character concepts at the very least. I need to finalize a plot before I even think about posting anything official... I have an idea. Just need to work out the kinks and such... *Sighs* Geeze. My hands are getting cold. I'm in the library again til my class starts. I don't know why they have the ac cranked up in the middle of November. ><!

So. Guess I'll wait here a bit longer, then make a quick call before class. Wish I didn't forget my syllabis again. So I'd know what we're doing in my drawing class tonight. Oh well.

I think I've rambled long enough now. I'll check on my scanner later, to see if it's actually working. Who knows.

~D

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There's either too little, or too much for me to say about myself. So I'll just leave it to you whether you want to know or not.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Not where I belong.
  • Interests: Theatre, traditional animation
  • Favourite movie: Pirates of the Caribbean, tied w/Phantom of the Opera
  • Favourite artist: Tim Burton & Walt Disney
  • Favourite style of art: See 'Favourite artist'
  • Personal Quote: You gotta carve a name into life instead of just holding the knife to carve yourself.
  • Tools of the Trade: Drawing pencil, Millenium pens, PhotoShop 7.0

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:icontheblackdrac:
Hey, thank you very much for watching! I appreciate it. :)

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:icondragonessdeanna:
You're very welcome. I loved the work I saw in your gallery. =)

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconwierdbutnotinsane:
Hey don't worry about a thing! Your loving fans are here for you no matter what. This Chris guy doesn't deserve you, you are way above him, my dear. He does not know what he has lost and that will be his great mistake, so keep your head up and high for there is an even better person out there waiting for you. You just have to find them. :)

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~ Us Phantom Phans Don't Die, We Just Bury Ourselves In The Fifth Cellar ~
:icondragonessdeanna:
Maybe there is someone better. But I don't want them. Chris and me have both realized we're meant to be. Just need to work out the kinks that were always a problem for us. Like the distance. We live in seperate cites. So that doesn't help. x.x;

Oh well. Thanks a lot for the supportive comment, and the faves, and the watch. ^^ I really appreciate it.

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconleona18:
hey, How've you been?

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Andrea ponn
:icondragonessdeanna:
I think I'm doing ok, actually. Thanks for asking, hun

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconleona18:
your welcom e :hug:

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Andrea ponn
:icondragonessdeanna:
=) :hug:

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

Open for commissions. If interested, please note. Prices are negotiable.
:iconlunarfang:
RAWR!!! In dinosaur, that means "I love you!" How have you been lately dear sister?

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Still seeking the light from darkness to where my love is waiting.

Check these awesome chibies out:<img src=\\\"[link]" border=\\\"0\\\" alt=\\\"Chibi Lugia\\\"
:icondragonessdeanna:
Hi! =)

I've been alright. Just trying to survive the ups and downs of life, as per usual. :P

But how've you been?

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconlunarfang:
I've been doing well.

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Still seeking the light from darkness to where my love is waiting.

Check these awesome chibies out:<img src=\\\"[link]" border=\\\"0\\\" alt=\\\"Chibi Lugia\\\"
:icondragonessdeanna:
Glad to hear that. =)

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

Open for commissions. If interested, please note. Prices are negotiable.
:iconbraindamage-1990:
What Orsonfoe said. hehe.. You got yourself a new stalker. ^^

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I'm a member of Team Erik. Because a mysterious man living in the basement of an opera house wearing a mask is a hell of a lot more believable than sparkling vampires.
:icondragonessdeanna:
Thank you very much. ^^

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

Open for commissions. If interested, please note. Prices are negotiable.
:iconbraindamage-1990:
No problem. I love your work ^^

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I'm a member of Team Erik. Because a mysterious man living in the basement of an opera house wearing a mask is a hell of a lot more believable than sparkling vampires.
:icondragonessdeanna:
Always glad to hear that. =)

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

Open for commissions. If interested, please note. Prices are negotiable.
:iconfas-saae:
I don't normally go for fur but I like your story so far.

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Do you realize how hard it is to take over the world in a strait jacket?

The opposite of war isn't peace, it's creation.

Real proper brain eating zombies! Finaly!

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:icondragonessdeanna:
Seems to be a common thing. Either you hate fur or you love it. But I'm still glad you like Black Nostalgia anyway. =) Thank you for stopping by.

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

Open for commissions. If interested, please note. Prices are negotiable.
:iconfas-saae:
I never hated fur. I just never found anyone who could perk my interest with it. So you win first prize on that account. I'll be looking in allot now. So keep working! Oh and I love the masks.

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Do you realize how hard it is to take over the world in a strait jacket?

The opposite of war isn't peace, it's creation.

Real proper brain eating zombies! Finaly!

This monentus day
:icondragonessdeanna:
Yeah. I will admit, there aren't very many great furry artists out there. [And I'm not trying to say I'm one of them or something like that]

Anyway. You can bet I will. I feel like I really should post something soon with all the new watchers IG led my way. *Overwhelmed*

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconfas-saae:
Well its well deserved for sure. IG doesn't choose without reason.I'm sure you can handle it well.

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Do you realize how hard it is to take over the world in a strait jacket?

The opposite of war isn't peace, it's creation.

Real proper brain eating zombies! Finaly!

This monentus day
:iconorsonfoe:
hello IG pointed you out and I'll be watching you. YOu good artist and love the comic.

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With bloody hands I wave good bye.
:icondragonessdeanna:
Thank you very much. ^-^

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"Erik is not truly dead. He lives on within the souls of those who choose to listen to the music of the night."
-DragonessDeanna

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:iconaoiumikitsune:
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